If one more bad thing happens I think that I might crack
the contents of my life will be spilling out just like that
I think I might breakdown and then I will die
wittle away in dust then watch my life go by
looking at the mistakes I've made the god i've overlooked
the hearts I have won over and the ones that I have took
the people I've put down, the people I push aside
the nice ones and the assholes and the ones in for the ride
the president I hate and the fuckers in the park
the mother who gets too mad when I stay out late in the dark
the friends that I lie too the feelings that I hide
but then again I am already dead in the inside
If one more good thing happens I might lose my head
she told me that she loved me or so she said
the world will unravel and the seas will roam free
and I just hope the water of the earth will over run me
Track Name: Grandfather
i once knew a man who was 80 years old
had a cane to walk and a heart made of gold
but now hes gone
passed long ago
been dead for a while now so
I been remembering my grandfather
seen him fighting in my sleep
i asked him grandpa why do you fight he said don't worry
there is no need
said don't worry cause there is no need
now his grandson is close to being dead
got his whole family sitting round his deathbed
closes his eyes and can see the light
but he looks around and theres no place to hide
he says grandfather i know why you fight
grandfather i know why you fight
now my grandson just told me that i turned 80
hard to believe that i still got the same family
just five years ago i was almost gone
just like my grandpa and my grandma
my mom and dad can barely move
confined to a white walled hospital room
well getting older gets harder every year
i can see why my grandfather checked outta here
he spent his life down in japan
where he killed and he fought and he became a man
so grandfather i'll see you someday somewhere
just hope your the man that i envisioned down here
Track Name: The Devil is Fuckin' Rude
My hands are the devils
and my words are his too
and my loves are dead
because the devil is fuckin rude
and he took them from me
to teach me a lesson
but now I'm blessed and
I'll live a happy life
I just pray I'll make it to heaven
at least an hour before the devil knows I'm dead
because I don't want the devil to be the one who takes my head
I asked Jesus into my heart as a child
he said no and left
said I wasn't worth his while
I never felt anything after that
my parents said religion was life and rest was just a matter of fact
to live and die and pay taxes is a shitty slogan to live by
so I say live and die, fuck and breath and smoke and lie
I just pray I'll make it to heaven
at least an hour before the devil knows I'm dead
because I don't want the devil to be the one who takes my head
Track Name: Fletcher Works in Mysterious Ways
she said
if you were any thinner you would disappear
i told that stupid I say the same thing when i look into a mirror
i can't believe i haven't closed these eyes in a whole year
now i think of what my mother used to say
don't make up friends if you got no time to play
and i ain't got time these days
no i dont have no time these days
the tax collectors are knocking on my door
and i remember what my grandfather adored
his colt 45 from the second world war
he said when you grow up to be a great man
i'll fix the gun up for you if i can
and I will use these old murdering hands